No wonder you can’t even keep a relationship for a year or more, Because you’re totally fucked up in the head.
Everytime I tell you something that I feel.. You take it the wrong way. You’ve never been understanding. I feel bad if I move on but if I never move on I’ll be stuck in this position for the rest of my life, & I just don’t wanna die this way. I am 14 years of age and feel as if you treat me like your little 5 year old. I never wanted us to end like this, & if I ever hurt you I never meant to. From the bottom of my heart I bleed for you every single day that I breathe. All i wanted was to be happy.. I never knew that id be here in an unhealthy relationship. Sometimes i want to take the pain all away, You drive me to my grave more and more everyday. You threaten me everyday, There hasn’t been a day where we’ve been perfectly fine in over 2 months. Half of the time you just kissed my ass because i was coming to see you. I don’t expect you to kiss my ass, But i do expect you to at least try and make me happy. We should of just focused on making each other happy but it’s too late.. Iv drifted so fat away from you. You treat me as if im a video game that can just pause and then pick it up whenever and continue where you left off. Yes, i know you have trust issues but damn, i have no one else in the world to turn to. I didn’t want to end it like this, But everytime i say something you don’t like, You call me a bitch or whore. It hurts me because my mother told me that men will always treat you the way they treat their mother.. I should of listened. . & i feel sooooo stupid for not. Everything she’s told me to watch out for, you’vee done.. You can say i do the same thing your ex did, But have you ever thought that maybe its you? Maybe you’re the one that’s fucked up? No.. Of course not, You’d never look at it as if you’ve done anything wrong. Im always wrong to you. Im sick of it.. Just burn in hell & get out if my life. Im tired of feeling sorry for your sick ass.